9.3 Week Appointment

Well I had an OB appointment yesterday, and was a little nervous.  I don't like the beginning appointments.  I first realized while sitting on the examining table there were kittens on the ceiling, so I guess you could say that distracted me a little.  Then my new Dr. came in  (I actually liked him, too bad I will have to switch in four weeks) and introduced himself.  He looked at my chart and told me I was a baby pro so my husband needed to deliver this one.  I politely told him Chris would not be interested in catching.  He then tried to listen for the heartbeat, but could not find it and assured me that it was really a little too early to hear it, so I would come back in three weeks.  I really wanted to hear it, but we will just have to wait.  After my exam he told me that I had an amazing structure for birthing large babies (thanks, I think).  I don't look forward to yet another big baby, but I am sure things will go as planned, and probably not my plan.  I have now gained 2 pounds.  And am starting to feel a little less sick all the time.  However I have gained a new since of dizziness, and a nice pinched nerve already, but that I know is all part of it.  I am trying to find the joy through out all of this even though I don't really like being pregnant.